Sunday, November 21, 2010


Okay, so this won’t happen until I have a few more followers, so make sure to share my blog with your friends.

I won’t tell you what I’m giving away yet, but I have decided on what it will be, it is a book given to be by a lovely blogger that I really enjoyed, so I will be passing it on.


Ended up going to ER again [for the last time] yesterday, the pain was unbearable and I needed a note to be able to miss work. Well, while the RN was mildly bitchy, it wasn’t anything unbearable, lol. I went to the hospital where the OB I am transferring to works, and I finally feel like I’m in hands of someone who at least will look at the pain.

Now they are pretty sure it is not contractions, nor a UTI. Both conclusions were came up with because the other doctor simply did not want to do tests to rule them out, and he wanted to put me at ease with an answer. Most likely they are just plain pregnancy pains, just a bit intense for me being my first pregnancy, and the fact that I’m overweight to begin with. However, he wants to take a closer look to be 100% sure, and I am to be on mild bed rest for a week. I love my job, and do not want bed rest, nor do I want to lose my job over anything that goes on, but the break can bring nothing but good things for me and baby. Financially I will have to be more careful over the next couple of weeks, but there are times when me, and my unborn child, have to come before my job.

Now, I am playing Sims and relaxing before bed, just wanted to update on what is going on.


Oh, also, expect a giveaway on this blog shortly =)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Exhaustion and more

So, I left work early again tonight. The pain is getting unbearable. I went back to my doctor the other day for a follow-up, and was informed I am having contractions, but with medication shouldn’t have to worry about labor until January or February. Honestly, I don’t care what he says, I am switching OBGYN’s.


I drive like 45+ minutes for a 3 minute talk with the doctor that consists of “You still nauseous?” “Yeah” “Well, see you in a month.” To me that is not a very good doctor. This is my first pregnancy, and I am scared shitless about things like this, and when I’m having contractions and he doesn’t even talk to me about it except to tell me that’s what’s wrong I start to despise him. Therefore, I am calling first thing Monday morning and asking them to transfer my records to a more local, and dependable OBGYN.


On another note, I am seriously ready for March to come. I want this baby to come out healthy, but I am ready for the recovery to be over so that I can start with my plans more. I am ready to be thin, ready to be healthy, and ready to do everything I can to be the best mother I can be.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Random Update

Schedule This Week:
Sun: off
Mon: off
Tues: 4-C
Wed: 4-C
Thurs: off
Friday: 4-C
Sun: off
Mon: 4-C


A lot better compared to last week:

Mon: off

Tues: off

Wed: off

Thurs: 4-C

Fri: 4-C

Sat: 4-C

continue that until the following Sunday that I had off. I worked 10 days straight, before getting a day off. Only I didn’t, because of a dr’s note forcing me to take a day and a half off.


We had the..adventure of an ER trip when one night at work I started bending over in pain and was almost crying. I have a decent pain tolerance, so this was weird for me, so they had me leave work and go to the ER. They found nothing, so sent me home and told me to follow up with my regular OB/GYN. I went to him the following day and he’s also not sure what it is, so he gave me medicine for a little bit of everything. I’m on an antibiotic, in case it’s a UTI. I’m on a pain med to control the pain. I’m also on a pill to stop contractions in case I was trying to go into preterm labor. Fun, fun.

But, I am starting to feel better. The darvocet makes me shake a lot, but it is tolerable. And after tonight I get two nights off, which is much needed.


Anyway, things seem to be going decent here. Well, as decent as can be. No idea why I’m lying, things have sucked. I’m trying to find a place to move, because my mom’s bs is getting harder and harder to deal with, and family drama is more hectic now than ever. Now that I’m pregnant it seems like I take it more personal, and I literally get pissed instead of just getting annoyed.


Oh well, I need to go eat so I can get ready for work, and there is honestly no point to this rant, so I guess I will leave it at this for now.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Goals and Such


  • Survive the semester –passing
  • finish comp paper
  • gain 3-5 pounds
  • save money

2011 Resolutions

  • have a healthy baby
  • go back to pre-baby weight (lose more?)
  • move out !
  • Choose new post-pregnancy vitamins
  • Stay Sane [Reading!]

There are way more to come, but these are my basic ones. These are the ones that I need/ have to have happen.


Due: March 6th

Pre-pregnancy weight: 220

Current weight: 216

New pic


Yay for baby bump? I actually feel good in a dress right now which is a lot more than I could say pre-pregnancy.

Sunday, October 24, 2010


New blog, new attitude, new readiness.

I’ve always wanted to be healthy, but never knew where to start. Now I know where to start.

I’m 5 months pregnant, so some things will have to wait, but others I can work on now. And, I am ready too.